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好心痛>.<

2008-11-03T02:13:00.000-08:00

看到你这么烦,好心痛nia~~~~又在责备自己做不到什么东西......不过我知道只要让你发泄...就算你无缘无古要不理我...骂我...我也没关系...只要你能舒舒服服...挨过这一关.....我就开心了!!!!

"最后的疼爱是手放开"

2008-09-02T04:46:00.000-07:00

"最后的疼爱是手放开"...开始明白这个道理....终于真的要下这决心....真的不可以和她一起了....是朋友就是朋友....yan,给点时间我!!!我会慢慢去放下...慢慢接受...可能如过我们变朋友会变的更开心~~这星期六...我还是很希望能和你出去~~~能和你度过我生日,还是我从年头就想做的事情.....或许你听不见我的心声....看不见我的信息!!我还是希望你明白我昨天想说的东西!!!.....能认识你...也许对你和我是好事吧....能爱上你...我也满开心的!!!虽然我没机会....但是我还会"守护"你....或许你可说我傻....说我笨...但没关系啊,只要我能帮到你,看见你开心...听你说心事....听你述苦....我还是很乐意去做...因为我不想看你不开心,变回一个人....可能有一天,你爱上了一位男生...到时后,可能真的我放开了....或许到时我已不在了....我会对我自己的"promise"负上....答应过你...不会离你而去....你永远都会有我的支持!!!我的祝福...我的保护~~但愿你能天天开心....天天快乐....当你伤心,我会出现..当你开心....我就在你背后默默支持...我和你的友情不会消失....有我的存在,就会有你的笑容.....^.^!!在你和我的时间时,我不会让你掉下眼泪...你累了,我会让你休息....你醒了,我会第一时间拿着你的最爱"doublecheese burger"问你:"leng lui,饿了吗??"希望你能记得我和你的回忆....珍惜我和你的友情,好吗??

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2008-08-09T21:06:00.000-07:00

ikss....sunday again>.,<...working ask for rest....when can rest feel like dont wan to>.<..funny.....yesterday thought midnight could find her....b4 that dah expect her dont wan out de~~hmm....is ok la....today morning saw her pic everything...suddewnly feel..:'lol....1 pic with her pun tak ada pun ent out wif her so many time>.<,everytime also forget jor....funny man>.<.quite envy the girl or guy who can take pic wif her tim......when i could get a chance to take pic wif her....T..T....yesterday somemore rush to s.wang find her...forget jor her show at IOI...zzzz...cough like hell now!!!

Memorable for me^.^

2008-07-07T03:56:00.000-07:00

B4 that,.......i thought every sunday....might be a boring day for me....although can rest.....but sometimes feel boring>.<......yesterday~~a day date wif HER....actually i also nvr date wif her b4 for whole day...morning till night....v passed alot time together also.......hmmmm.........i most remember the time i yamcha at block house wif her......b4 that,v nth to say when inside the cafe....suddenly i dunno what happen on me...told her many things abt my feeling on her..dont misun guys...i and her....very very very close de friend...maybe like that better right???wont fan for love or anything~~~on her,i learned alot things........really thanks her alot~~~no matter how also......i wont leave her alone now!!!!at least when the time she need a ppl......i will company her.......for myself....could saw her smile infront of me...really satisfied jor lo~~~

Weekend de lIFE

2008-06-29T05:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was gary concert....went to watch wif friends><....ok la,not bad.....his voice really nice also!!!after went to fetch HER^^~~~wu ~~hu~~long time din see her.....still the same>.<....slim,wanted to at her body find a 肉 also hard....hahahaha.......jk la..dont angry if u reading.....keke....but i like the feel when atlking wif u.....dunno why.....although when v at UMA RANI i really tired...but after get a chance talk wif u alone when at mamak....hehehehe......happy^^...omg..i gave her my 1st kiss jor....wakakaka......no la....SEI LUI BAO~~~always just know bully meT.T.......ciss......very blur la today.....went to TESCo..siao,saw so many person~~~feel like macam mao faint d~~lol......lucky at last nth~~~phew~~~need to work jor tmr...lol....so fast>.<

So fast>.<

2008-06-05T05:03:00.000-07:00

好快！！！就这样你就要考试了！！还记得一个月前，你开始准备考试的心情吗？？你那傻傻的样子，不知道为什么却这样attract me...^.^那天你告诉我....你要我别找你两个星期，老实说...还满伤心的....你知道一开始我真的好怕，你不会再理我了！！！明天你考试了，无论如何...我一定会等你的！！！！等你考完试...小心我这位“变态佬"找你哦！！！讲笑啦！！！！加油！！！！加油！！！！加油！！！祝]你好运了！！！

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2008-06-01T08:10:00.000-07:00

This few day i been thinking something....izzit i use to it keep calling a person at night???this few day i tried to din call anyone while i goonna sleep.....maybe i wanted to prove izzit become a thing that i need to do??i guess after few day i get the answer......i really miss her a lot this few days....i know that sure not a "use to it" word to explain y i everyday find her...how was she now i dunno at all>.<....the time saw her blog...read abt her family things....sux that i cant share wif her........now i juz hope she could finish her exam smoothly next week and i wanted to find her for th next sat......

2008-05-29T04:46:00.000-07:00

Girl,still remember what i say???wanted to msg you abt next sat....when u gonna finish exam,i know u gonna start yor work........i fetch u home k??hope that u really could saw this msg.....wait for yor answer to let me know k??

2008-05-26T07:10:00.000-07:00

我真的很痛......难到你以后真的不再理我了????............我哭了,看到你上网...但你却回也不回我>.<...我真的很怕.....没办法....她不要我打扰她....就算了....只能等你考完试吧!!!

A Msg For You!!

2008-05-26T02:42:00.001-07:00

Dear,

三天了,这三天里我打给你都没接,短信给你也没回...你知道我好担心你吗??我知道我那时不应该这么做,只是不知道为什么我会傻呼呼的走进电话店!!你知道前天我好想去你楼下等你,不过我知道这样做,你会觉得反感!!我好想在你面前讲这翻话:"对不起,原谅这个傻瓜好吗??"....我现在只能做的,等你考完试...慢慢找你...我不想为你添麻烦....只是...别和我失去联络可以吗??我真的很怕你不睬我了!!!!!T.T

JinT.T

Really Sorry>.<

2008-05-22T04:27:00.000-07:00

Aiksss......done something that might make her angry>.<.....Sorry ya...this time u wondering who the one helping you reload....IS ME girl....but i dont wan let u know>.<....guess i sure get scold by you....aikss....bluff u de feeling really sux....Not dare to admit infront of you~~

Am I Really FAT??

2008-05-21T02:50:00.000-07:00

Am I really fat???hmm~~started to hear some ppl say abt meT.T...some say i fat...some say i not fat at all..what for slim??slim till like tulang call slim??whatever ba......juz try control myself not to eat too much then....aiKsss....i miss HER....wondering how she study??miss her voice say abt....sux lo, die lo, not yet study.....sei mou!!!!scold abt teacher that teach her.....bla bla bla~~ujz hope she well there...juz keep on praying she could get her result that she wanted>.<......juz hope after 2 weeks...i could fetch her after work, yam cha.......having movie together^^.....dunno where she miss my voice anot le??guess she juz feel nth cause of exam>.<

T.T

2008-05-19T21:48:00.000-07:00

I guess,now should be nobody read my blog anymore right???maybe thats a good things also....like that i could write about really my feeling at here without anybody knew abt it.....Yesterday night was talking wif her AGAIN....1st time i really get hurt and get effect what she say to me....at 1st,she gonna have her important exam soon at early june......i knew that she having a big pressure now....thats why i keep thinking some stuff to help her out..but,the exam one is her...not me>.<...i dunno what could i do>.<...i guess only can hear what she say..scould....cry....sad.....happy...moody....MERUNGUT.....yesterday dunno whether she didn mean to say abt it or what>.<...this is the 1st time i care abt what she say...quite hurt till now....stop CALLING her for 2 weeks..am i really can do it??asking myself now>.<......am i??anybody un the feeling...sometimes she say something that not i expect i also wont care about it...but this was the 1st time i feel hurt after she say so...but i also cant do anything..juz can giv her de respon is OOO....ok la..i wondering,after the two week passed....will she forget jor the feeling while talking wif me???will she miss my voice??>.<...guess that nobody could help me with this..even her i also hope that she could get the result that what she expected...as long u happy..i satisfied ade although sometimes is hurt to accept the truth....juz hope that she wont read my blog anymore.....i doesn't want to tell her abt this cause i dont wan to affect her study mood and exam..this will cause her more fan on it......so....GOOD LUCK dear,hope that this 2 week really could helped you...if really im the one who causing u slow in studies...i really speechless dT.T.....

2008-05-03T04:29:00.000-07:00

Long time din wrote blog d....din have time to write blog.....juz know nowadays feel like many couple of my friend having break problem......see ow they suffer on it~~~~aikss......some asking my what to do???what should i say???time will recover u all~~~the time i also like that lo~~no choice also....u cant do anythings!!!!!!OMG~~next week she gonna live wif her cousin~~~~~~WAKAO,cant call her at night de..very suxs!!!!!!somemore she gonna exam......dunno how she study~~juz hope she really fine.....guess....she always say....dont woli!i nth...izzit??really??i didn hope so i keep saw yor face suffer from exam man......heart gonna pain>><

Got 2 Way To Let Me CHoose!!!

2008-04-07T05:04:00.000-07:00

Today....happen a things that let me feel damn hard to make the decision!!!!my working place....giving me a chance to change department to SALES~~means marketing~~~my company assistant manager tell me that sales is a good place to let u know more things....and the future more bright......but~~~b4 that i thought i gonna study soon~~~suddenly........i got this chance to improve my experience working~~~~what should i do??

Hotel Management really suit for me???

2008-03-23T05:41:00.000-07:00

Lol...sat morning....go visit the YTL hotel management....hmm~~~kindly attracting me de....but.....i juz scare...i will regret......ARGH~~~damn hard to make decision~~~at night cluBbing wif friends......lol......thought can relax.....lol...so many things happen~~~luckily at last still got talk wif someone awhile.....giv me many suGgestion......but dunno whether i really could make decision only~~~~few more months i finish my contract....that time what should i do??haih~~~~FAN~~~~~~~zzzzz

What Title I should Put??

2008-03-12T06:59:00.000-07:00

Argh~~yesterday have a talk wif YAN~~lolz.....she ask me to upgrade my blog.....hmm.....juz for nicer??i really think b4 to do so~~but.....lazy to go and learn it and update it always.......this few days......very very very moody to me......althought nth happen on me~~~but i feel like......kindly sad.......boh mood to do anythings........at 1st sorry peimeain~~i not dont wan let u come my house copy the show~~~juz.......i feel like dont wan been kacao today~~~sorry ya......i very tired this few day....maybe u guys think i 拿来 de~~~but......lol.....speechless la....jz i feel~~~very down!!!!!!!!!

Week that i feel Damn Tired!!!

2008-03-09T08:39:00.000-07:00

argh~~passed 1 week so fast......miss alot time that happen on last sat~~wakakaka......at 1st.....Pei Meain gonna birthday d~~~Greet u here ya......2nd....sux!!!!sat night the time......argue wif parents......my dad say u wont get car anymore~~~~~~~zzzzzzz.........i know my attidute might not good......but i very tired the day.......u all still confusing me~~~~~~zzzzzzz.........Sorry ba.....this feel week very tired to me.........everyday also feel not enough sleep.......kindly many things to do this week~~~not this week~~is started now!!!!!!!when i really can feel relax for awhile man???zzzz

Another World For Me!!

2008-03-01T23:14:00.000-08:00

1st time....1st saturday....i never went out wif my gang of friends.......usually....each sat....all my gang friend will join together~~~then out~~~soon.........many things happen between us......unhappy.....HAPPY......also alot.......dunno why...yesterday i went clubbing wif another primary friends and few of new friends......the feeling is good....we all enjoying ourself while v dancing!!!!!!i din mean to say anythings abt my gang of friends.....i guess.....they should feel sometimes boring going same place....doing same things right???i dunno whether am i right abt it.......i juz telling out my feeling abt this~~~too many things happen betweeen us guys~~~~sometime we din meet always......would avoid many things unhappy things happen.....NVR say this friendship wont last longer....but i sure....this would help alot....or maybe u guys think im wrong!!!maybe some of u hate me......maybe my character something wrong......apologize here sin if i hurt some of u!!!!!i lazy to do all those kind things to care abt you guys feeling!!!!!!!when the time i been BOYCOTT!!!!i saw another part of things between us~~~~~i dunno how to describe the feeling.......juz.......i really feel that.......so!!!u all still my best friends FOREVER ya.......juz giv me a call when u all need me``~~i always here wif u all YA^^......YAN really teached me alot when i sharing things wif her.....i really thx to her......sometimes......v juz need to use time to use to it somethings v dont like.....what to do???truth is truth!!!!!

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2008-02-27T05:36:00.000-08:00

Tired.............Tis few day~~~feel very tired to me~~~><~~~aikss......yesterday having gathering wif primary friend.......^^long time din see them~~~some change alot~~some is the same~~~~hahaha........but~~~very tired for me this few day~~~working side.....many things started pass to me........started few like quite busy thsi few day~~~but stll finding change to tak pok man~~~~~~~~zzzzzzzzzzzz..........wakakka.....what to do......this few day need to sleep early i guess...if not my face more cham d~~....T>T......dunno why....growing fat liao~~sshit man!!!!everyone say i FAT FAT FAT.......zzzz......hard to slim la~~zzz

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2008-02-25T06:34:00.000-08:00

Y ar....everyone got their own problem~~~all my friends keep getting sux problem this recently...include me>.<~~but no choice right??we still need to face it~~Hello Guys...v juz 19~~~still got how many years to go??suffer???everyone also suffer le.........i also get many problems this recently~~~what to do???run from it???can meh???read my friend blog the time.......he hope that our friendship can bak to the time~~~aiksss......this i guess everybody also hoping~~~but cant la.......we keep on growing~~facing many kind of problem~~~hard to bak to that time.........haih....tired abt working.......keep saw my friend 1 by 1 run from it.....left me and 1 more.....wakao.......no choice....i sure have to hang it on~~~~!!promised myself i will study bak~~this is for sure!!!!!who can support me man??i need someone come and lend me a hand~~~let me SHOUT IT OUT~~~~~~~~~ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y>.<..........Y....

2008-02-22T04:44:00.000-08:00

Y~~this few day...u keep coming out on my face.....sux PIMPLES~~started few pimples coming out~~i keep wash my face jor!!!!!!stop pls.....haih~~~this few....kindly many sad things happen beside me.....sux!!!!sienz man~~~~~~~work work work~~~~out out out~~~~~~~~yam cha yam cha~~~~1 things happen on my friend...but luckily nth happen at last.......phew~~1st time happen on him i think~~~aiksss y ar....

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2008-02-18T06:15:00.000-08:00

Haha..still in new year mood man~~~but ok lo~~have to get use to it to work!!this few day passed very fast.......out wif friend....gambling....sleep~~~~lol.....Win money this year...wkakaka.....but ok la...still got spend u guys yam cha ma>.<~~~lol....dulu,1 gang go out...macam difficult to find transport>.<......wakao,now.....6 person out....can get 4 car...lol>.<~~~hahaha....still can play on the highway~~kindly syok man!!!lol......many ppl gonna start bak study~~~or work....so get use to it lo everyone........we still can have a lot of fun~~~~

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2008-02-13T04:49:00.000-08:00

明天就是情人节了~~~相信很多情人在想着怎样过!!!我只能祝福你们快乐永远喜福了~~~刚学了一句话~~~我认识了三兄弟.....他们的名字叫~~"珍惜" , "失去" , "遗憾".....往往....他们不会出现在我面前!!!通常....都是..."失去"....让我碰上....."遗憾"...就来找我....然后当我伤心是...."珍惜" 才会安慰我!!!!希望你们别像这样咯!!!

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2008-02-11T06:11:00.000-08:00

What should i say??this few day......should be many couple preparing for their valentine day de present....today...company few of my friend bought for their couple de present....Aiksss....tak tao why~~~got a bit envy de.....cause can find life partner also..no choice lo!!!nobody want....is like that de la....HAHA.....having dinner wif few of friends juz now.....all say......SINGLE LIFE is good.....izzit???dunno le......for me......i prefer couple life~~~keke....whatever la.....what also i let it natural d.....suxx!!!!yesterday went to my friend de open house.....happen something that i hate.....the face that come out from my friend.....zzzz.....dunno what to say......DULAN!!!!!overnight at my friend house yesterday~~~quite syok......but 2 of my friend went back d.......T.T....cant enjoy alot~~~hahaha

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2008-02-10T02:27:00.000-08:00

Juz come bak from HOMETOWN~~~this year bak hometown......feel like many things have changed......dulu punya happy macam sudah tak ada.....so.....feel like boring man......everyone is gonna grow bigger bigger......dunno whether next year CNY....still got so many ppl at my hometown there...aiksss.....today gonna went to karmern open house there having dinner.....hmmm.......nvr miss b4 after i know her for few years.....nvr absent b4!!!wakakaka.....juz hope today can have fun la....zzzzz

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2008-02-05T05:02:00.000-08:00

新年快乐??????我看很多人等这天等了很久吧??而我.......只觉得可以让我好好休息吧了....今天读了她的论坛~~知到她很不高兴!!!都不知道能做什么~~她能把她的事情放上网~~~可能对她是一件好事!!!!只少能让人和她分享~~~但是....如过想安慰她....算了吧!!!你们想到的东西~~她早就想了很多了~~~我只是觉得!!她想发泄吧了!!!!希望她没事吧!!!!

aikss...

2008-02-03T08:14:00.000-08:00

This few day...lazy to write blog leh~~sux...feel like boring at sat and sun.....dunno do what the time....went out wif friend also dunno go where...today funny....all say sing k~~then at last tak mao....SIENZ....i rdy everythings out jr say tak m ao.......zzzzzzzzz....ok lo~~one person walk to seng house then da gei...lucky hao say sing at k4....tired man!!!y life so boring~~~zzz.....CNY feel like no feel~~~

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2008-01-31T08:21:00.001-08:00

糟了!!!刚才自己一个人驾驶时....想起她....哈哈!!今天还傻到...骗她说我要下Kepong~~我只想载她回家...aiksss......想不到没这个机会...还好没让她知道!!!肯定给她骂!!!!:p

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2008-01-30T05:16:00.000-08:00

这几天...好平静的过!!!!hmm....讲真...这几天...我根本没忘记过她.....但是我也没烦她....只知道...让我慢慢的想她吧!!!我不会告诉她我还是这么想她...我只会继续好好的对待她吧了!!!

hmmm???

2008-01-28T05:51:00.000-08:00

hmm....感觉到底是什么东西???对人的爱??对人的气??如过人没了感觉会是怎样?????我和她......虽然没机会......但是昨天我知道..我和她都是很关心彼此的,对吗??希望我没感觉错了~~~~现在我知道...我不开心...我可以和她讲.....我开心....我也可以告诉她~~~因为我知道她很了解我是怎样的人........相反的....如过她不开心....她也会告诉我....她发生什么事...她也找我分享....所以,我觉得....这种的关系...很难的!!!因为我们两..都活在不同的环境!!!我不敢说当我们两有了我们的另一半时........会不会还是一样???但是...我敢讲...我对她......不会少过我对我的另一半少....可能会更多!!哈哈!!!!....^^

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2008-01-28T01:53:00.000-08:00

突然我有一种特别的感觉....虽然我和她没有机会能当男女朋友,但是我的感觉告诉我~~我和她....好像会有一种特别的关系....>.<....好怪了!!!!!zzzz......不管了~~~只要还能和她谈天.....谈心......我已满足了...不想要别的东西了~~~够了!!^^

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2008-01-26T23:14:00.000-08:00

三天了~~~我的脑海还是一直出现她的样子~~名字~~~~~我不想告诉她~~我不希望她觉得内疚~~~~只希望她天天都开心就满意了~~~^^

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2008-01-26T04:58:00.000-08:00

今天是第二天...我们没通电话了~~~好吗??习惯吗??讲真~~我很不习惯~~~每次想拿起电话时....都告诉自己....aikssss......传俊!!!算了吧!!!!!你需要时间来忘记一切~~好想念你的脸~~你的声~~~hmm~~~~.....>.<

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2008-01-25T08:11:00.000-08:00

终于鼓起勇气send msg to her.....先先还以为她不会回我的!!(>.<)不过还好啦....可能这样是个新的开始的!!!我会好好珍惜能和她短信的机会!!!不敢想这么多了~~~我只能让它顺其自然了!!!!该哭我已哭了~~~该想我也想了~~~该做我也不知道做什么好!!!!她开心........我就觉得安慰了!!!!!当她伤心的时候,希望她会send个短信给我和我分享吧!!!!

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2008-01-25T03:16:00.000-08:00

你怎样了??一天没找你~~~一切还好吗???我知道担心你可能是多余的~~你比起任何人更能照顾自己!!!!你的那中坚强的性格....很难有东西难到你的~~~我不想发送信息给你~~只能在这边讲完我要讲的话了~~~知道你今天做工~~~一切记得要小心哦!!!尤其是当你回家时...闷的话,发一下呆吧!!!可帮你过时间呢!!!!但别忘记下对站呢!!!keke......

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2008-01-24T20:46:00.001-08:00

Feel like my finger keep wanted to sms her.....but i keep forcing myself to do so...i know v still can talk to each other....but should got a limit now!!!i dont wan she feel ANOying~~~what to do??keep think another things to forget this idea...but how3 i pass when i gonna sleep???that time is i most lonely de man!!1anybody can teach me how to pass it??juz close my eye and sleep only~~~maybe thats the way...sooner or later i sure will use to it~~but juz the beginning kindly hard to do so~~~haih~~~

T.T

2008-01-24T20:32:00.000-08:00

i guess today many thing has happen on me d....i also dunno i need to start from to wrote abt it...yesterday....i finally get the answer that i waited for long time ago~~~juz..the conclusion is i doesnt wanted to hear so....what to do???truth is truth....i already know it will coming to me 1 day....juz i not dare to try to accept it...now i no choice d lo~~~juz can face it...and try to cure myself in the mean time....i guess time is the best thing to cure anything that happen on us~~~haih....today when i working....my mind keep coming 3 words...HER NAME keep coming out in my mind....girl,maybe now u reading abt my blog....but 1 thing i hope to let u know......no matter what....dont feel guilty on yorself....this type of thing sure is 1 side get hurt de ma.....if u wan me to choose who get hurt better....i prefer me better than u~~~~at least u happy,comfort....everything....i also glad on u~~~u sad....u get hurt.....u unhappy.....u think i still can like a dummy do all the kind of face infront u???i also dunno whether i can do so anot.....aikssss............i know hardly to found out someone to treat u good nia...but if 1 day really got someone that u think he good...dont let it go ya....ok??promise me...take good care yorself ya..i still here when u need anyone to talk or MMERUNGUT ya....haih...nvm la...i guess in this kind of thing.....i maybe been destiny that i will failed always....i not dare to think abt this anymore....maybe i should hide myself at the corner there...nobody found me....i could protect myself get hurt~~~~today when i working,i talk alot wif my cleric.....he juz like same as me finish form 5 work till now already 10++ years...he show me that.....if u dont study further more.....gonna be like him~~~i know he right.....so...now i know...although i din feel interested on study or anything~~~but....its useful when i growing older and older...so...now i guess i decide i will study bak after i finish my contract.....i juz dunno i can affort it anot....but i will try...Aiksss....ppl hope that 2008 is a new year new chapter of our life has started....but why...kindly started many unhappy happen on me???why~~why~~~maybe i need to learn so that i can grow man!!!

Hmm~~

2008-01-23T04:27:00.000-08:00

Dunno why..this few day kindly moody also....lol~~~hard to describe!!!aiksss....suddenly feel like wan to sleep......feel like wan to SHOUT~~~~lol.....SOT jor.....suddenly wanted to talk wif her....Dear,i know sometimes u hard to answer my call ya....dunno leh~~juz wanna say that....sometimes i will feel like miss u alot....aikssss.....maybe u think that i juz mungkin CAKAP only....dunno leh!!!!hard to say out many things ya....

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2008-01-22T07:34:00.000-08:00

或许有少些人想问我~~为什么会爱上一位可能根本没机会发展的女生~~我也不知道le~~可能如你们看戏讲的...love is a thing that speechless.....so....it wont giv u a answer while u asked for it.....the answer while u need is u have to work for it and find for it~~~行动能告诉一切吧!!!!如过你们问:"值得吗??不觉得辛苦吗??~~老实说~~有~~还想过放弃!!!我有告诉她....她只说~~也好的!!!kindly hurt while i heard this........T.T~~wanted to ask....不敢说i done many thing for her......at least.......everthing i done.....juz for her only....really din get it??din feel it???or u juz feel macam tu sahaja???kindly wan to ask her many things abt this~~~but i scare she feel like annoying~~haih!!!!sux~~~~nvm la....time will pass everything...so i juz can hope 1 day....i can get a answer from her.....

Aikssss

2008-01-22T03:38:00.000-08:00

Aikss...today finally confirm that i get SNAKE d.....dunno the feeling is what??haha.....juz can hope nth will happen lo!!!aikss....worry man.....anybody know??aiksss.....told her b4...juz ask me TAKE K sia.....hahaha.....weird la me...dunno why...i very "在意"what she say to me or do on me......haih.....no choice lo~~she a special girl!!!!so i juz can accept lo~~~no matter how..i still the 1 beside her when the time she need ppl~~~~

啊!!!

2008-01-18T22:07:00.000-08:00

怎么突然感觉我们好像开始生疏了~~~难到她没发觉到???好想告诉她...我不想我们突然变陌生了!!!!没办法...如过告诉她.....她肯定说:"boh la....kina......thk too much...."真的??是我想太多??希望吧!!!!这几天好像我有我的忙...她有她的!!!!!aiksss.......如过选着告诉她??会如何呢???hmm.....还是别这样做....等下我怕她会觉得我烦.....keke........

zzzz

2008-01-18T03:45:00.000-08:00

Sux!!!wtf~~~today handphone kena BARRED....aiksss...today wan call her or sms her also cant.......T.T....later have to go out pay for it man!!!!hmm~~~today rehersal for the dancing!!!!!not bad man!!!!hehe maybe cause i at there gua~~~~wakakakak.......JK JK~~~the bubble still make me itchy man!!!!!!!when are it gonna gone from my body????HELP~~~~~~~zzzzzzzzz

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2008-01-16T04:28:00.000-08:00

Damn Sux~~~~y the bubble happen on me???zzzzzz......regret eat the grill seafood that cause me damn hot!!!omg.......zzzzzzzzz.......what can i do???zzzzzzz...............anybody un the feeling??cough??hot???.......FLU~~~~zzzzzzzz......all come to me now....walao eh!!!!!!!haih...miss her voice man.....but i think she doing her things now...cant call her yet......aikssssss

残!!!!

2008-01-16T03:03:00.000-08:00

妈的!!!要睡觉都难!!!!突然会发热!!!!好辛哭啊!!!!今晚我真的不知道能怎样过!!!!真希望明天没事呢!!!!!谁能帮我呢???zzzz....

T.T

2008-01-15T19:23:00.000-08:00

Lol~~~today take medical leave......aikssss......doctor say not 生蛇~~~lol~~i not sure it....i still scare man!!!!lol.......can rest 1 day for me~~~dunno izzit good or what???ppl bak from bali is enjoy~~~i bak from bali is???get sick???????zzzzzzzzzz..........fking sux man!!!!!!

Aiksszzz

2008-01-15T04:19:00.000-08:00

Haih~~~~boring man~~~this few day on a vacation~~dunno feeling happy or what......juz like no FAN NAO only lo~~~nonit worry abt work....think abt work~~~quite syok~~~sienz man~~~juz come bak found out my body got something~~omg.....my dad say scare maybe 生蛇~~~wakao....dont scare me...........zzzzzzzz...haih she having her class now~~~cannot be i call her right???wanted to talk wif her.......dunno izzit she feel so on me also???dunno really she miss my voice anot???dunno when i din msg her de day will she feel moody???dunno she wanted to went out wif me again anot???argh!!!!!so many question........aiksss.......juz hope tonight while i call her...she could say that!!!kindly miss u man~~~lol.....juz a word MISS....i think will cause me crazy d......tired!!!but at least i know u success get the result that 1 wan GIRL!!!!thats good.........like that i know u wont make yorself stress.....hahahaha.......sux.......waiting the time pass...juz hope nth happen on me.....zzzzzzz...........y!!!!!!!y!!!!!!!!!life sux~~~hahahaha.......read my friend blog juz now.....i guess he also having some problem on he own!!!i guess......no matter what hapen on us also.....we still have to accpet it friend...u cant run from it.......lol!!!hope u know ya......

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2008-01-15T03:30:00.000-08:00

Juz bak from bali~~~argh~~~tired....aiksss.......but this trip~~~ok lo.......discover many things new.....ppl......things.........souvenir~~~.....lol most important....bali things.....can cut price until siao~~~~~wakakaka.......bought few things.......Hmm~~the time at bali~~~i din call my parents also.......funny right???the person i call is HER~~~hahaahaha.....dunno why.....think abt her:p~~~~dunno why....hear her voice......feel happy^^.......aikss......thought she miss me a lot tim~~~but.......HAih~~~sad man....she straight sy NO~~~haih.......suan le ba................aiksss tmr gonna work~~~sux........the mood still in vacation~~~~BLUR BLUR man~~~zzzzzzzzzzzz

T.T

2008-01-11T04:41:00.000-08:00

She gonna exam tmr......but i cant company the time she having her exam or after exam~~~aiksss........sux man.....saw her keep forcing herself study~~~then not understand what she study also keep on study~~~i really heart pain abt her.......i know she din hope to fail~~~now i juz can hope she can get it~~~juz wish the time she get her result suddenly msg me to let me know~~~~haih........y.........the time i going bali~~she having a stress time.....if can,i really hope sty beside her man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~why~~~~~~~~~~zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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2008-01-10T03:44:00.000-08:00

At 1st....let me wish my friend name KEVIN~~happy birthday ya.....know u get a dear this year.....i guesss should be very happy.....2nd~~sorry KARMERN~~~cant join for yor birthday party~~juz can wish ya happy always ya~~~and 19 years old lo~~make yorself more old la~~wakakaka........hmm~~FINALLY~~~i talked phone wif her yesterday ya.......hehehe......so happy tht can hear her different type of voice^^~~~let me KIK CHAN also got~~let her bully me also got>.<~~~keke.....1 things funny.....she dont like i doing the job~~~always keep saying me DUMMY JIN~~~aiksss.....then ask me until when i finish my contract.......hmm~~i say JULY lo~~i most remember this~~~she say ok lo.....i NGOR u till u july~~~although the feel macam weird weird~~~but i happy man~~haha dunno why........juz hope from now she started care alot abt me~~~hehe.....few more day i going bali~~i must find some special souvenir for her if can~~~gonna miss her a lot!!!!aikssss

Hmm~~

2008-01-08T06:31:00.000-08:00

Hmm~~many things happen this few day~~~got happy~~~unhappy things^^~~~happy is......i finally saw how she success passed her 1st stage exam~~glad for her........the day shopping wif friends i also quite waiting the time reach to 4~~haha.........cause this is the time she finish her exam and get her result~~unhappy things i also lazy to to tell out here~~juz kindly cause me moody man!!!!!!!zzzzz........few more day i gonna go bali lo~~~i gonna miss u alot girl~~~keke.....juz hope the time i bak......the 1st thing i get from u~~~is I MISS U~~~but i dont think so u will say to me~~~aiksss.....suan le ba~~~zzzz~~:p

Aikss~~

2008-01-05T18:52:00.000-08:00

考试真的让人有压力的吗???hmmm~~~~~不知道leh~~没试过~~:p~~~看到她为了考试变成这样,心真的有点痛......又不能帮她做什么..只能和她谈天或弄她开心一点!!!就为了别让她有太多压力!!!!今天,她将考试了~~~希望她能做到她心里想要的成绩了~~我会耐心等她的消息的!!!!!^^~~

Expecting i can join you guys for the next trip^^

2008-01-05T02:40:00.000-08:00

Yesterday heard few of my friends talking abt they trip~~wow~~~really so envy there all can go wif friends.........really sad cant join for few reason man~~~1 of the reason work la.....second should be money man~~better dont use too much money~~in case of emercency~~~at least i still can hang on it~~~jzu hpe the next time my gang of friends going the trip i can join the time^^~~~im waiting guys........hehehe......can sharing all the happy~~sad~~~or anything wif someone is a good things in our life no matter friendship or family~~~better appreciate what u guys having now~~~~~cause it can become a memorable things for you while u reach certain age!!!!!!hahaha........

替他们开心~自己感到伤情

2008-01-05T02:24:00.000-08:00

看见一个一个我的朋友开始有了他们另一半~~真替他们开心呢!!!!而我呢??真的不知道几时会有我的份!!!!hehe.......不过还好啦,只是有是会感到一点lonely~~或许你们会想,找一个咯!!!HMM~~真的那么容易就好了!!!我觉得我的人很奇怪.....会喜欢上一些给我特别感觉的女生~~不过不用紧吧!!!!我会慢慢等你给我你的答案......如过真的不可以,至少我尝试过~~~nvr後悔过我会爱上你~~~可能你觉得我傻傻的~~但是能给你感觉到爱的滋味!!我已好开心了^^~~~好想念能和你出去日子~~真期望有一天你能对着我说~~~我们去约会吧???能吗????我期待着你~~~~muacksxxxx

Unhappy day for Me~~

2008-01-02T04:00:00.000-08:00

today~~i called her...suddenly she told me that she not in mood~~AIksss....wanted to try to make her happy bit~~but i not yet start already kena reject~~T.T.....but ok la..i wont angry her....juz know today she not in good mood~~better dont kacao her leh^^~~~juz hope she fine and share wif me y suddenly she become like that...keke.....hope u fine ya my dear^^~~~i always arround u if u feel boring or need someone to talk~~~

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2008-01-01T01:01:00.000-08:00

昨天的我...突然傻傻的想了一些告白词给她~~哈哈!!不知到为什么,只想让她知道我是如何对她!!不知道她感觉到吗??好想问她这个问题....但是我知道,她是不这么容易表达对人的感觉,往往只会收在心里!!不晓的她的人,还会觉得她好冷血(包括我之前在内--_--")不过跟她相处久了,在她身上,我学到一些东西~~无论如何,现在的我,好想大声告诉她...我有多么的想她和关心她!!!!

Started the new life at 08 man!!!

2008-01-01T00:58:00.000-08:00

新年快乐~~~to all my lovely friends and my family~~dunno what to wish u all~~juz can hope tht u all having a good year and new life~~~how i celebrate my new year eve??hahha......at a cc wif 1 of my friend playing overnight at cc there......CHUN man~~~keke......but ok la...at least i din stay at house to countdown man~~~

1 week passed about the Memorable Day for me~~

2007-12-31T02:46:00.000-08:00

So fast 1 week....i still remember last monday i date wif her!!!still remember her face how blur is she......how nice is her.....how funny is her>.<......and 1 more...HOW SLIM man~~~but i like~~keke~~~haih~~cant believe so fast passed 1 week d...i MISS her a lot~~dunno whether she saw what i read......but i really appreciate the time~~juz wan to let her know.......i care abt her alot...muackxx......hehehe......she working today~~~till 2 am man~~~aiks......kindly worry abt her....but i know~~she tough girl~~~keke....

31st Of December@.@

2007-12-30T20:43:00.000-08:00

haha...1st time write blog at my office there using the comp~~~:p....all my cleric looking at me tim~~pai seh pai seh~~today few of my cleric asked me.......JIN,tonight go where WET???i answer wif....sleep at house~~~their reaction juz like OMG~~~so young u din go countdown or anything????really mou o???aikss.s....not i dont wan out la.......juz dunno i can date who to go out.......if u guys that reading my blog should be know why i cant go for countdown leh!!!!lazy to explain all the things again!!!so i juz can find entertainment at house Lo>.

Aiksss.....This YEar Happen on ME AGAIN!!!T.T

2007-12-30T05:02:00.000-08:00

Aikss....Tmr is 31 of december..i still remember that last year....i juz came out from hospital cause of DENGGI~~sad man~~this year i thought i can out wif some friends or anything~~but~~all my friends got their own entertainment and i cant join for some reason~~~~HAIH~~means this year i gonna stay at house~waiting the clock reach to 12 again!!!sad man~~~~what to do....aiksss.....have to do so lo~~~guess have t o use to it!!!!aiksss......

Meaningless Saturday!!!!

2007-12-28T23:01:00.002-08:00

Boring Saturday for me~~nth to do aiksssssssss...........sad man!!!find her???cant man~~she trying her best to study to get a good result~~~should not kacao her although i really wanted to~~~:p~~but ok la......have to let her study without ppl KACAO de~~~keke~~~~SUX man~~~BORING!!!!!!!!

Cant Join for Trip~~

2007-12-28T03:52:00.001-08:00

hmm~~1 day my friend suddenly tell me~~EH JIN,wan go langkawi for NEW YEAR EVE~~~really wanted to join u all~~should be very fun to celebrate wif my friend~~~AIKSSss........but~~cant join~~and all my friends should be got their own entertainment.........HMM~what can i do???go out alone????driving out alone LONG GAI???no way man~~~the car........MY PARENTS SURE SAY TAK BOLEH~~~~aiksss........SUxx..........hope my friend enjoy there man~~wish u all having a MEMORABLE NEW YEAR EVE~~~

A happy 24 EVE wif u^^

2007-12-28T03:33:00.000-08:00

24 of December~~i remember while last year 06~~omg~~~i KENA DENGGI~~cant join all the celebrate~~~AIKSsss.....PHew~~kindly scare abt coming back on me at 07~~~hehe....24~~i guess this day i waited for 1 month ++~~~having a date wif a girl~~~SHE???kindly funny~~i also dunno how to describe abt my feeling on her~~~but~~i very happy that can date wif her~~~AIKSsss.......but sad is......cant believe i forget to bring the present for her~~~REGRET man~~~but~~i really enjoying when i wif her the time~~~GIRL~~maybe u think u a quite boring girl and wont talk much~~BUT,i juz wan u to know~~i nvr think b4 also......although u kindly hard to talk~~~BUT.....i juz wan to know more abt u~~~as what i told u b4~~i NVR regret choose abt u~~~keke.......juz wondering when i can out wif u again~~~JUZ HOPE THE DAY can come fast~~~muackxxxx

Kindly let me FEEL sad abt somethings~~

2007-12-28T03:25:00.000-08:00

hmm~~~something i been sad quite a long time before~~~is abt my FRIENDSHIP man~~~hope you guys wont mind what i write....@.@....many things had happen between me and my friendship~~how could i start??maybe i should start from the part i went for a dinner wif gang of my friends at ULU LANGAT~~~Firstly,the view is nice~~~i admit it.......FOOD also quite ok~~~but dunno why.....i juz feel~~~i been leave alone~~~at 1st...all my friend busy taking photo~~i would like to join^^~~but nobody ask me~~i would like to take photo wif all my friends no matter when or where......is fun can took photo wif all my friends~~~AIKSsss........1 of MY FRIEND organize a FAMILY that been named~~hmm~~~let me think~~i should be din involve in~~~aikssss.......after that all my friend took photo at the hill~~~haih~~~they HAVING FUN~~~but where am i??i sitting inside the car alone~~maybe u guys saw this wanted to say~~~LOL~~~is u dont wan join us~~not what......hmm~~~maybe u right??but u guys think b4 1 thing??b4 that i the one always asked u all out to somewhere~~but what u guys answered me???LAZY??dont wan out???ok lo......but WHY??the day after tomorrow u guys told me~~~u ALL WENT OUT but without calling me????i asked u all~~u say~~~AIYA~~U WORK MA~~~so dont wan kacao u lo~~dont mind what i say here~~~FOR ME~~juz a FKING EXCUSE~~~maybe after that u read might started angry me~~but really~~this my real feeling that time~~~SORRY YA~~~i only can write at here abt what i think that time~~~

1st Day Of Blogging~~

2007-12-28T03:13:00.000-08:00

hmm~~today my 1st day to write blog ~~what should i write??about myself??>.<...i GUess who view my blog should know abt what kind of person am i??then??what should i write??this kindly weird for me~~but NVM~~at least i have a try man~~let say abt me awhile~~IM kindly weird guy i guess....something crazy~~something think a lot~~someone say im KINA and APEK~~aiksss....maybe i should admit it girl!!!lol.......do i enjoying my life now???hmmm~~~kindly boring abt my life after the secondary school~~have to think abt FUTURE~~~CAREER~~~all the things......but ok la,at least now i having a job that can let me learn something~~BUT~~the world is CRUEL!!!work let me saw that a without CERT ppl~~cant get a HIGH PAID~~so,i decide to study again~~BUT...what can i study???i keep asking myself??aikssss......HARD man~~~

Welcome to my J1n Blog

好心痛>.<

"最后的疼爱是手放开"

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Memorable for me^.^

Weekend de lIFE

So fast>.<

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A Msg For You!!

Really Sorry>.<

Am I Really FAT??

T.T

Got 2 Way To Let Me CHoose!!!

Hotel Management really suit for me???

What Title I should Put??

Week that i feel Damn Tired!!!

Another World For Me!!

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残!!!!

T.T

Aiksszzz

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Hmm~~

Aikss~~

Expecting i can join you guys for the next trip^^

替他们开心~~~自己感到伤情~~

Unhappy day for Me~~

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Started the new life at 08 man!!!

1 week passed about the Memorable Day for me~~

31st Of December@.@

Aiksss.....This YEar Happen on ME AGAIN!!!T.T

Meaningless Saturday!!!!

Cant Join for Trip~~

A happy 24 EVE wif u^^

Kindly let me FEEL sad abt somethings~~

1st Day Of Blogging~~

替他们开心~自己感到伤情